I ignored you intentionally
Because I loved every time you fought to stay with me...
I hurt you knowingly
Because I felt special when I realized you loved me enough
to let me hurt you...
I asked you to leave me
Because I always know you would come back soon...
Like a rubber band I played with our relationship every
time because I believed everything would become normal once again. I didn’t guess that I was stretching so much
that our beautiful relationship would be eventually broken in a way it could
not be mended. Sitting alone, looking
back and worrying why things ended up this way I realize it is all because of
me. I wounded a heart that possessed
unconditional love for me just because of my selfish behaviour. I behaved rude because I demanded equal love
from you. But love is like a rain it
comes naturally and not by demanding or begging for it. I measured, compared and asked equal share of
my love from you. By doing all these I
proved my love was cheap. I know my
hurting words couldn’t be taken back nor those things happened would be changed
again. Perhaps I wish you could
understand that I did all these just because I loved you and wanted to be loved
by you. If possible forgive me and come back to me because you know well that I
got none to love like the way I love you…
#NostalgicPen
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